My Life

Life seems to go by so fast, that i can't keep up with some days. I wish it would just let me catch my breath from time to time.

My oldest son and were at odds over the past few weeks so much so that I asked him to move out and he is now living with his grandmother. I miss him terribly but it will work out for us, I know. My mom is so excited having him and his girlfriend there, so much so she raved over a bean burrito they made her the other night. He and i aren't fighting right now, and we are making head way in our relationship. Some day he will realize this was the best. A kick in the pants for him I think. It looks like he's being hired by the company his dad works for and I and so excited for him, I can only imagine how he is feeling. I am so proud of him and I miss him terribly.


Mu middle son, who by the way has the middle child syndrome something fierce, is vying for all the attention he can get. He is a jokester and everything he says and does is a joke or a wish crack. His only hope for a career is to be a comedian. He can make me laugh and cry at the same time. he is a one of kind.

My little one is close to my heart, I think it may be because when he was born he was taken and transferred to another hospital and didn't come home for the first week. I think since then I have kept close tabs on him, that and he's my last one. He is just a little lover he's my hope for a nice nursing home when the time comes.

My husband is wonderful. He works a long week and comes home to a honey do list almost every day. He does what he can, he cooks and cleans as well. He doesn't do laundry, but oh well.

I have a job I love, even though there is the constant threat of closing down the hospital due to financial reasons. I don't know, if the doors are open I will go inside and take care of the patients and is the doors are closed I guess that would be a good sign to look for another job.