Robert

Many of us always look for the greener grass or believe that what we have is not enough. i don't believe that. I feel that what I have is the best. but my heart is aching right now for my oldest son. His biological father walked out on him before he was born and now 18 years later the phone rings and the man on the other ends says he's calling for this long lost man. and now the e-mail starts.
I know that my son has questions that i can never answer, but in his quest for answers i can only hold my breath as i watch him go forth. I know he's techniquely an adult but he will always be my baby. I wish my son only happiness and no matter what ever happens my son has me and his step dad here to see him through it all.

I remember the day he was born. It snowed in Southern california that day, at the end of March. He was perfect, ten toes and ten fingers. He was beautiful. Time has gone by way too fast. He's 18 years old now. WOW!!!

He's brilliant. He challenged the state and graduated a year early, he loves music. He lives and breathes it. And he's got a nice girl by his side. He has his flaws but he's my son and I love him inspite of it all.

I thank God everyday for him. He grounded me when life could have taken me away. It hasn't always been easy, but it has definately been worth it.

Bob always remember that dad and i love you always.